Holy Crap this wait is killing me!! I have been trying to hold off posting until the ultrasound, mainly because absolutely nothing is going on, but I just can't take it anymore. I am totally spazing out! I know, I know its only 3 days away but UGH!!!! I just want to know what is going on. I just want to make sure that all of this is not a dream. I am petrified that we will get there and they will say, "Oh so sorry, there is nothing!" My DH keeps yelling at me to be calm and to stay positive. He knows that everything is okay. I sorta do, but its hard with IF...always waiting for the other shoe to drop. I wonder if I will ever feel safe with this pregnancy. I read a blog where the woman had bought her own Doppler to hear the baby at home. Do you think that that is too much?
Anyways, I am reading along with everyone's blogs as best as I can. You are all in my prayers for whichever stage you are at. I will definitely update on Tuesday after the ultrasound. I still can't believe this is happening!!! :0)
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"Our Infertility Timeline"
May 2005-Married DH
July 2006-Stopped BC (Let nature take its course!)
November 2008- DH diagnosed with Azoospermia
December 2008- Met with RE who confirmed Azoospermia
January 2009- Scheduled MESA for DH for 2/4/09
February 2009- Successful MESA procedure..found 700,000 swimmers--Where were you hiding little guys??? LOL
Will be having IVF consult in 2 weeks
February 2009-Discovered left tube is blocked via the HSG need to have the tube removed...Surgery scheduled for 3/20/09
March 2009- Surgery was a success!!! There were no surprises..it went exactly as the doctor had planned. On to recovery to start cycling in May 2009!!
May/June 2009- Start IVF Cycle #1 (and hopefully only 1)
April 28th 2009-Start BCP's
May 26th 2009-Start Lupron Injections!!!!!
May 30th 2009-Last BCP!!!!
June 9th 2009- Start Stimming!!!!
June 18th 2009-Trigger Tonight!!!
June 20th 2009-ER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
June 25th 2009-Transfer..how many? We don't know yet
June 25th 2009- Transfered 2 Blastocysts!!!
July 6th 2009- 1st Beta.....314!!!!!!!!!!!!
July 8th 2009- 2nd Beta....800!! (WOW!!)
July 21st 2009- 1st U/S (Can't wait!!!)
July 2006-Stopped BC (Let nature take its course!)
November 2008- DH diagnosed with Azoospermia
December 2008- Met with RE who confirmed Azoospermia
January 2009- Scheduled MESA for DH for 2/4/09
February 2009- Successful MESA procedure..found 700,000 swimmers--Where were you hiding little guys??? LOL
Will be having IVF consult in 2 weeks
February 2009-Discovered left tube is blocked via the HSG need to have the tube removed...Surgery scheduled for 3/20/09
March 2009- Surgery was a success!!! There were no surprises..it went exactly as the doctor had planned. On to recovery to start cycling in May 2009!!
May/June 2009- Start IVF Cycle #1 (and hopefully only 1)
April 28th 2009-Start BCP's
May 26th 2009-Start Lupron Injections!!!!!
May 30th 2009-Last BCP!!!!
June 9th 2009- Start Stimming!!!!
June 18th 2009-Trigger Tonight!!!
June 20th 2009-ER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
June 25th 2009-Transfer..how many? We don't know yet
June 25th 2009- Transfered 2 Blastocysts!!!
July 6th 2009- 1st Beta.....314!!!!!!!!!!!!
July 8th 2009- 2nd Beta....800!! (WOW!!)
July 21st 2009- 1st U/S (Can't wait!!!)
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- I am 29 years old and have been married for just over four years. My DH and I had been TTC and found out that DH has azoospermia, I had to have one of my tubes removed and the only way we would be able to have children was through IVF. Nothing can go smoothly can it? :0)
6 comments:
Get a doppler - you can only hear the HB once you get to 10 weeks but trust me, its sooo worth it!
Let me know if you end up getting a doppler. I think I want to get one too.
I know the wait is hard, just try to keep positive about it all. I always feel better after a good appointment but then the fears start to creep back in! Enjoy the good moments...sending lots of luck for Tuesday!!
I can't even imagine how hard the wait is! Go ahead and blog about your frustration!!! Get it out girlfriend. :) I am thinking about ya!
The waiting is painful isn't it! I can't wait to hear about the ultrasound!
My hubby was the same way - positive that everything was ok and annoyed at me for stressing so much. The freaking out is natural 0 i wish i could tell you it totally dissapears but there's not long to wait now until some of it ill go.
I thought about getting a doppler but my doctor advised against it because so many women end up coming to see him freaking out becasue they can't find the hb and everything is perfectly normal. If you really want one, maybe hire one to start with and see if it actually helps first? The good ones can be really expensive.
I really hope everything goes well Tuesday.
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